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i hope you enjoy it as much as i do!! =)

to commemorate what i have ahead of me once im done school, i give you this song... it has nothing to do with the road ahead, but its fucking wicked! check it out here http://www.myspace.com/gagnernoise

when i scoop out your brains
rip out your liver
deliver you pain
it hurts when you shiver
cause i skinned you alive
then cut off your fingers
youll beg me to die and ill smile as you linger

number one defender by new end original
for no reason really... it's just that good!

i've always had this thing with bravery
and i never wanted no one to believe me
or even see me, or understand
i thought that maybe there would be this guy
and he'd be just like me, but not like me

i'm your number one
i'm your number one defender
and i will understand
when you are gone
i don't need a raise, i don't need a paycheck
i will understand
i'm your number one

i never thought that love would save me
i've never been so happy to be wrong
so thanks for the silence
thanks for the days
thank you for the ocean


ok... i guess it makes me think of sara and her and i belting it out! hehe

"you don't like yourself, but you do admire yourself. it's all you got, so you cling to it. you're so afraid that if you change you'll lose what makes you special. being miserable doesn't make you better than everyone else... it just makes you miserable"

when you get off work tonight, meet me at the construction site, and we'll write some notes to tape to the heavy machines, like "we hope they treat you well. hope you don't work too hard. we hope you get to be happy sometimes." bring your swiss-army knife, and a bottle of something, and i'll bring some spraypaint and a new deck of cards. hey i found the safest place to keep all our tenderness. keep all those bad ideas. keep all our hope. it's here in the smallest bones, the feet and the inner-ear. it's such an enormous thing to walk and to listen. and i'd like to fall asleep to the beat of you breathing in a room near a truckstop on a highway somewhere. you are a radio. you are an open door. i am a faulty string of blue christmas lights. you swim through frequencies. you let that stranger in, as i'm blinking off and on and off again. we've got a lot of time. or maybe we don't, but i'd like to think so, so let me pretend. these are my favourite chords. i know you like them too.

thought this was pretty neat... and at the same time, a huge slap in the face

http://www.edgeofexistence.org/species/top_100.asp

looking through this list is sooo sad. most of these animals i have never even heard of and i bet there are loads more that aren't even mentioned on this list. i'm starting to feel that i need to do something more with my life... be part of a cause and make a difference somewhere... somehow...

one of the greatest days of my life was december 5th, 2002.... it was my first real concert, i got to share it with a great friend and its just a day i'll never forget.. especially the one song encore of At Your Funeral... simply amazing

with that in mind, saves the day is coming in the spring!!!

last night was by far the greatest night! stephanie and i did a mini tour de peterborough and it was flippin fantastic! started at mcthirstys for wings with pete, then we hit up the pigs ear for some cheap beer and naturally followed the crowd to the trash! and i actually danced!! yea, thats right.. you heard it here... me... loren friggin' scott danced at the trash last night... i didn't stand in one spot and groove to the music... i was all over the place! stephanie and i even went up on the stage thingy! also we took some odd 241 pictures!! so much other amazingness happened i couldn't even begin to tell it all!! we woke up with hangovers of course.... but went to smitty's to cure that riiiight up! mmmmmmm eggs benny!


i've felt so liberated the past couple of days, but that feeling is gone... likely cause im weak like every other human being out there

i have no songs to write about... but i did watch chasing amy today and thats been on my mind all night! i'd like to insert a quote, but its that super super long speech holden gives alyssa when they are in the car in the pouring rain after she bought him a painting at the diner they were at.. im sure you guys know which one im talking about... the one that never seems to end and about half way through it you start paying less attention to what ben affleck is saying and start paying attention to how ridiculous he looks with that goatee... yea that one!! and for those of you who havn't seen chasing amy... jump on the friggin bandwagon already! hello!?!?! it has jason-mcsexy-lee in it!! amongst many other kevin smith regulars!

SNOOTCHIE BOOTCHIE!!!!! =)

Under the Waves by Pete Droge

http://www.myspace.com/petedroge

Back Where I Was by The Hereafter

http://www.myspace.com/thehereafterishere



ps. of course... read the lyrics =)

my birthday and christmas just ain't what it used to be... and it makes me really sad... tonight, i think i lost the meaning of christmas...

its 12:52 am now... and im catching the 6:45 back to peterborough because staying here any longer may actually make me something something

if you could be any x-men, mutant or have any mutant like power, what would you pick?


i personally have no friggin' clue!

i definitly have been watching waaaaay to much grey's anatomy lately, but its soooo friggin good!


Izzie: Take off your pants.
Alex: Izzie, what are you doing?
Izzie: I'm being a doer. Getting while the getting's good. Now take off your pants.
Alex: You realize when I said the apocalypse before, I meant it metaphorically, not literally.
Izzie: Alex, I haven't had sex in eight months and 12 days. I'm horny, I'm half-naked, and I'm saying yes. Do you want to stand there and talk metaphors, or do you want to literally take off your pants!?

at the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. so this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. so we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. no matter how much we hurt them. the people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. and sure, sometimes close can be too close. but sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need

a beautiful girl can make you dizzy
like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning.
she can make u feel high
full a single greatest commodity known to man
promise.
promise of a better day.
promise of a greater hope.
promise of a new tomorrow.
this particular aura,
can be found in the gate of a beautiful girl
in her smile
and in her soul,
and the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like its gonna be ok...



yea thats right... i can admit it... i love taking back sunday!!!

ohh man! i have been kickin' it old school for awhile... i've been listening to all the highschool classics!! and what better song to share with you then one of taking back sundays very first songs.... its not even on a cd for crying out loud!! ohhh the sweetness that is The Ballad Of Sal Villanueva

It's not that I don't trust you
well I just know what you've been up too
and well this dial tone is agreeing with everything I've had in mind.
and you've got your high as a kite tricks in the bag.

so as his eyes move past your shoulder
and your shades start moving in the same direction
don't worry I, well I won't say a thing.
and you can't blame a girl for
stickin' to what she knows

I hope he takes his time
and I hope he keeps your eyes closed tight
I hope that when he leaves,
you still smell him on your sheets
cause I can, I can.
I hope he takes his time
and I hope he keeps your eyes closed tight
I hope that when he leaves,
you still smell him on your sheets
cause I can, I can.

if I could get to sleep
then, I guess you could stop pretendin'.
cause if I didn't think you loved it,
well then I wouldn't play along
and you've got your high as a (you've got your high as a)
kite tricks in the bag..(kite tricks in the bag)

I hope he takes his time
and I hope he keeps your eyes closed tight
I hope that when he leaves,
you still smell him on your sheets
cause I can, I can.
I hope he takes his time
and I hope he keeps your eyes closed tight
I hope that when he leaves,
you still smell him on your sheets
cause I can, I can.

you're down for sellin' me out
while I play dumb,
it's cool cause I let you, thought I'd never catch you,
you'd say "we're only friends." yeah, real good friends, I bet. I bet.

you're down for sellin' me out
while I play dumb,
it's cool cause I let you, thought I'd never catch you,
you'd say "we're only friends." yeah, real good friends, I bet. I bet.

you're down for sellin' me out
while I play dumb,
it's cool cause I let you, thought I'd never catch you,
you'd say "we're only friends." yeah, real good friends, I bet. I bet.

forget your legs around my hips.
forget your hands pressed on my back.
forget the letters that I kept.
this is another I won't send.
forget your lips, your eyes, your thighs.
forget our one last kiss goodnight.
forget me stakin' out your house.
this time I've got you figured out.

forget your legs around my hips.
forget your hands pressed on my back.
forget the letters that I kept.
this is another I won't send

these are some of the few things that have made today awesome...

1. my random midnight trek to timmies with dave for soup! mmmm italian wedding...
2. longjohns
3. handing in waaaay late papers
4. pitas
5. songs like "crimson and clover" by tommy james and "my fathers gun" by sir elton
6. talking and joking around with my way to cute for words professor =)
7. bacon
8. pirates
9. clementines
10. brand new sheets!!


i dare anyone to top that!

"But all the time - no matter what she was doing - there was music. Sometimes she hummed to herself as she walked, and other times she listened quielty to the sounds inside her. There were all kinds of music in her thoughts... Whenever she was in the dark she thought about music. While she walked along the streets she would sing to herself. And she felt like the whole town listened without knowing it was her."

"because we have a moment here, let me tell you that i have recently become a secret connoisseur of 'last looks'... you know the way people look at you when they believe it's for the last time?... i've started collecting these looks"

there is nothing greater than deciding in your life that things maybe really are black and white...

hah! i thought this was pretty funny! thanks taria!

Rules for Bedroom Golf

1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment for play, normally one club
and two balls.

2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the hole.

3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole and keep
the balls out of the hole.

4. For most effective play, the club should be a firm shaft. Course
owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins.

5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict club length to avoid
damage to the hole.

6. The object of this game is to take as many strokes as necessary until
the course owner is satisfied that the play is complete.
Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the
course again.

7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon
arrival at the course. The experienced player will normally take time to
admire the entire course, with special attention to well-formed bunkers.

8. Players are cautioned not to mention other courses they have played or
are playing to the owner of the course being played. Upset course
owners have been known to damage players' equipment for this reason.

9. Players are encouraged to bring proper rain gear for their own protection.

10. Players should assure themselves that their match has been scheduled,
particularly when a new course is being played for the first time.
Previous players have been known to become irate if they discover
someone else playing on what they consider to be a private course.

11. Players should not assume a course is in shape for play at all times.
Some players may be embarassed if they find the course to be temporarily
under repair. Players are advised to find alternative means of play
when this is the case.

12. The course owner is responsible for the manicuring and pruning of any
bush around the hole to allow for improved viewing of, alignment with
and approach to the hole.

13. Players are advised to obtain the course owner's permission before
attempting to play the back nine.

14. Slow play is encouraged. However, players should be prepared to
proceedat a quicker pace, at least temporarily, at the course
owner's request.

15. It is considered outstanding performance, time permitting, to play the
same hole several times in one match.

16. The course owner will be the sole judge of who is the best player.